Friday, 30 December 2011

Tripping Over Myself

Tripping Over Myself

I keep falling to you
Leave me alone
So close but so far
It's who you really are

Always know how to solve my errors
But only covering the dirt with more
Why can't we agree and do one thing
This game isn't what I want to be playing

I can't agree
With two of me
One good and one bad
One happy and one sad

I know what's right
But you continue to fight
Tell me what's bad is good
Doing them is what I should

You're wrong, it's all evil
I'm done, I have freewill
You don't own me
I own you

I tell you what's right
I tell you what's wrong
It's your turn to listen
It's your turn to fall 

Thursday, 29 December 2011

Future Incoming

Future Incoming

Where will I be in five years
Will I be fighting my fears
Or being subdued by my tears

What is going to happen to me
Will it be something I'd like to see
Or bad and full of hypocrisy

I can only go forwards
Marching and singing
I'm going to find out soon
My future's incoming

Will I be making a change
Will it be withing my range
Or made with a bad exchange

Who will be with me there
People who will truly care
Or people completely unfair

I can only go forwards
Marching and singing
I'm going to find out soon
My future's incoming

What I do now explains what will arrive
These things are for which I strive
When I get there I'll know what happens
I'll be alive and on either side of the fence
There will be a choice made to affect my future
When it's made I had better be sure

I can only go forwards
Marching and singing
I'm going to find out soon
My future's incoming 

Help Is Coming

Help Is Coming

Do you need help
Are you ok
Is something eating you away

Do I know you
Are you close
Will I find you in time to help

Will I help you
Will you care
Will I make life seem close to fair

Do you want it
Don't know me
Baby I'm real you can trust me

I'm not the same
Not like them
I care no matter who you are

I want to help
Others too
Right now my mission is for you

Vision Unblurred

No idea what I should call this, there is technically two names, the post title and the one said before the poem

Vision Within Nine Stanzas

Falling upwards into the sky
Forwards backwards now I fly
I'm ending where I started
From heaven to earth to heaven again

Then I wake up asleep inside my dreams
Looking around everything seems, fine
Too fine, this is fake
Because I'm sleeping awake

I awake into my sleepless nightmare with the sky falling down
I close my eyes to truly look around
I see the etheral images of people running
Towards the disaster do they not know

I see it why can't they
On my knees I begin to pray
Out loud in my head I say
How I want them to live another day

I see them open doors right to walls
Bringing their lives to complete stalls
Looking around to find a way out
Inside their heads I hear them shout

Will they truly open their eyes
And look up the skies
To see what's falling around
And bringing them to the ground

Eyes are closed, inside and out
They're not looking or wanting to
This is what will end them
It will end you

Be careful in your life my dear
Don't live out with total fear
Don't sit around an down in with beer
You'll have a second chance within the year

I see it now, hope is with us
In myself even, I feel good
I see doors opening, and paths behind them
Now people are starting to see what they should

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

Changers

Changers

See one thing happening
Go to the past and change what's arrived
That thing never happened
New people altogether from which it derived

You try to be the changers
In the mistakes of strangers
Get back to your mangers
This isn't a game players

What's happened won't be different
You think you can be past slayers
That will never work
You'll never be one of the changers

Change happens in the future not the past
Throw life off the line previously cast
We can only adapt to our mistakes
And try to change our fates

Which in the end are inevitable
But when they happen is changeable
Or what happens next is up to you
Live life open or live without a clue

Let's see what we can change for the better
Show the world we have soul and we do care
Let them see how it's ok to have no regrets
No matter how much life is unfair

It's ok
There's always another day
Calm down
There's reason to frown

Chance

Chance

What happens when it falls down
And everything is falling around
All is crashing to the ground
With a loud and horrid sound

Will we say we tried to change
Even though we sat around and watched
Will we do nothing and wait
And not care what others thought

It's not too late
To start again
It's ok to fall
Before you stand

We have it
Time to switch directions
And look into good reflections
And see only the good sections
Look at yourself change your stance
For you always have another chance

Battle of Desires

Battle of Desires

Is it you, Is it her
Too many thoughts to concur
I don't know, it won't show
What is my one desire

Stranger things are on their way
I'll live until that day
I'll take love when I find it around
Wherever it can be found 

Feel the clash in my brain
Fueled by the fires
Of my heart's desires
My soul is in pain
Caught in this neverending
Battle of desires

Strange things around me and inside
In so I will never run and hide
Can't make up my mind
No contracts will be signed

Friday, 16 December 2011

Closed Eyes

Closed Eyes

Do you know what's important
The good things in life
Instead it's just the knife
Is it what makes them feel alive

You don't need the pain
To know that you feel
You don't need to touch the steel
What you feel is real

There is only darkness
Behind closed eyes
You won't find good
Behind closed eyes

You are loved forever and always
By people all around you
You can't see right through
Because their love is true

Maybe you don't see these people
They can see who you are
Every hurt and every scar
And this won't stop them

There is only darkness
Behind closed eyes
You won't find good
Behind closed eyes

Always wondering
What's in front of the darkness
Open your eyes and see
The wonderful life waiting for thee
Just wake up
Wake up

There is only darkness
Behind closed eyes
You won't find good
Behind closed eyes

There is always hope
In front of your eyes
Feel the sunlight shine
In front of your eyes 

Find Me

Find Me

Where am I
I don't know
I feel different
Not just a show

Everything is lost
Things I see
Things I feel
Can you find me?

Leaking from the outside in
Letting in all the sin
It's breaking me, hurting me
But it doesn't own me

I can't see something
Something I know
Something I don't know
Something only for show

It's missing
Where can I get some
I don't know
Where is it from?

The inside out
Or the outside in
It's all around
It's not thin

Everything is lost
Things I see
Things I feel
Can you find me?

Stray away
Not just today
I always do
This is true

Start looking
I get a headstart
You don't know when to
I got the first dart

When to look
Where to search
Why bother
Be like the others

Don't care
Don't look
It's only fair
No one else looked so why should you

Why search for
What isn't worth finding
What you don't want
It's ok I understand

Everything is lost
Things I see
Things I feel
Can you find me?

Thursday, 1 December 2011

Beautiful Hearts

Beautiful Hearts

Outside, that's where it shows
Where the attention always goes
But you're different and there's more
All you need to do is open the door 

You have good thoughts inside
With you for the ride
With you since life starts
You all have beautiful hearts

Never, never too late
To show your real state
Show them who you really are
Inside out, show them you're a star  

You have good thoughts inside
With you for the ride
With you since life starts
You all have beautiful hearts

Beautiful hearts
On the inside 
Darkness departs
With the light from your
Beautiful hearts

Beautiful hearts
Always matter 
It's where it starts
With the light from your
Beautiful hearts

You have good thoughts inside
With you for the ride
With you since life starts
You all have beautiful hearts

I Don't Know

I Don't Know

If I'm lost or if I'm found
I don't know, I don't know
If what I want is what I need
I don't know, I don't know

Spinning around in circles
Trying to find a meaning
Will there be one to find
I don't know, I don't know

Things to see and things to do
In the wind they will blow
Where is the importance
I don't know, I don't know

If it's bad or if it's good
I don't know, I don't know
If there's hope or only despair
I don't know, I don't know

Lost in this tempest of mind
Searching my deepest thoughts
Where is everything now
I don't know, I don't know

Things to see and things to do
In the wind they will blow
Where is the importance
I don't know, I don't know

Will I survive untill tomorrow
I don't know, I don't
Stop asking me questions I can't answer
I don't know, I won't, I don't, I don't
Give me a break it's hard to respond
Especially when you don't know

Things to see and things to do
In the wind they will blow
Where is the importance
I don't know, I don't know