Sunday, 27 November 2011

Storm

Storm

Spinning around inside
Dark thoughts trying to hide
Not working they are found
I can hear every sound
Of what they're messing up
And I can feel it too

They are found
In this storm
In this storm
Hear them sound
In this storm
In this storm

Causing chaos and causing stress
Bring me down under darkness' carress
It's going to get worse soon
It's going to hit like a monsoon
I can take this, but what next
Will it continue worse, what's next

I can't see
In this storm
In this storm
I don't know
In this storm
In this storm

Hear it comes
I'm ready
No backing down
I'll hold steady
Bring it on
You ready to play
I'll be the last one
Standing today
I've had worse
I see your hearse
Say goodbye evil
You're going away
Away from me
I win today

I feel calm
In this storm
In this storm
Nothing is wrong
In this storm
In this storm

....then I woke up

It's coming
Coming fast
Will I be the last
Or will it be the one standing
Will I be crashlanding
No I won't allow this, somethings gonna happen
Something will happen
And I will take the advantage
Snatch it like a savage
And I will use it
Use it
Forever

I feel calm
In this storm
In this storm
Nothing is wrong
In this storm
In this storm

This time, I really was awake 

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

Unforgotten (work in progress)

Unforgotten

Surrounded by friends
Who's ships reach ends
They don't really care
Your talk hits only air

Feel lost, feel scared
Think no ones ever cared
Thoughts like that are rotten
They're wrong, you're not forgotten
Let it out, let it go
Let everybody know
Thoughts like that are rotten
And you're not forgotten

All around is good
Start to look
People do care
Maybe they don't share

On the inside are feelings
Always flooding their hearts
Hard parts are the starts
And having the journeys depart

Feel lost, feel scared
Think no ones ever cared
Thoughts like that are rotten
They're wrong, you're not forgotten
Let it out, let it go
Let everybody know
Thoughts like that are rotten
And you're not forgotten  

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

Grace

Grace

Too many times I've fell
And still you stay
Before I wanted you
Here anyway

Your love is impossible
To comprehend
We weren't deserving
But Your Son you sent

Mercy is raining down
Puddles of joy
Fill the street
In my Lord's employ

Too many times I've asked
And recieved
What I don't deserve
Now cleaned

Your love is impossible
To comprehend
We weren't deserving
But Your Son you sent

Mercy is raining down
Puddles of joy
Fill the street
In my Lord's employ

We received all and you gave more
We fell and you opened your door
For us who always fall
You gave us more than all

We received all and you gave more
We fell and you opened your door
For us who always fall
You gave us more than all

Mercy is raining down
Puddles of joy
Fill the street
In my Lord's employ  

Monday, 21 November 2011

The Problems

The Problems

All the problems are seen
Everywhere, it's a scare
Does anybody care

All the solutions have been
Always here, have no fear
Do not shed a tear

Lost in technical difficulties
Signing false treaties
Skipping big meetings
Hearing false seeings

The bad things always around
People cry, people try
They don't learn to fly

Good isn't recognized
Always missed, never kissed
Always taking the hits

Lost in technical difficulties
Signing false treaties
Skipping big meetings
Hearing false seeings

The problems with me
The problems with you
Inside or out they're there
Not too hard to bear
Don't run and hide
Don't leave them inside
Throw em out into the suns fire
Throw em on top of the greatest spire

Lost in technical difficulties
Signing false treaties
Skipping big meetings
Hearing false seeings 

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Sleepless Nightmare

Sleepless nightmare

Enter night
With the light
Darkness around
With daylight's sound

This feeling inside
Makes me wanna run and hide
This is giving me a scare
Living in this sleepless nightmare

Am I really awake
I feel myself shake
This is actually reality
You're kidding me

Why this feeling of being lost
It came with such a high cost
I didn't mean for this to come
This makes me feel outrageously dumb

I'm lost, where am I going
Nowhere, what am I doing
I'm found, Good is coming
Somewhere, hope the darkness is ready

Sleepless nightmare no more
I'm awake, with less sadness in my core
I'm ready to face the next day
Sleepless dream has come into play

Faith

Faith

Who are you
Where are you
I don't know you
I still need you

I will wait
Not hesitate
I will hold out
Show you what I'm all about

Faith is something needed
Patience is the second part
My fields have been seeded
I feel it in my heart

Do I know you already
The one thing I want is free
It's special though, only in your posession
It's been there and will always be

Maybe we've met before
Just the outsides maybe
Or I don't know you enough
Both of them probably

I will find you
Don't worry about that part
I know what to do
Have faith, untill I find my heart

You will have it in your clutches
And it will be with you forever
In a while I'll realize
And look deep into your eyes

And I'll know it's you
And you'll have it
The premade kit
To understanding me

The kit fully opens my heart
Once past there, it's just the start
Out there, I hope you hear me
It's the beginning of a huge journey

Saturday, 12 November 2011

Morning

Morning

Awake, into the day
Hope you're ready to play
Feel the cold upon your face
The yellow sunlight's grace

Get ready for your game
To hide all your shame
Behind eyes you feel pain
Don't worry you're not insane

Waiting for a bus that brings future
As far as you try untill it's over
Thoughts about what you'll do
Will you think for only you

Tired and trembling from the last night
Did you not know it would lead to plight
In the end you it will always be alright
Never give up on the inside make darkness fight

Here it comes, the ride to what happens next
Will you sit around and text
Will you ignore and mind detest
Will you listen to the rest

It's only morning, it affects the rest of your day
Time to make your play
That reflects the rest of your day
So what will you say

Friday, 11 November 2011

Revolution (work in progress)

Revolution

Hear the heaven's roar
See the angels soar
This lightless wasteland
Do you know where you stand

How can you when you can't see
This sad reality
That the world is falling apart
We're gonna need a new start 

It's getting worse, we need a solution
Caught in the dark storm, filled with confusion
Surrounded by the evil's pollution
It's time we became the revolution

Monday, 7 November 2011

Forever

Forever

When it's all been done
When we've had our fun 
Will they say we tried
When we've all died

Will they say we made a change
When it's all been over forever
Will the believe that we tried
When it's all been over forever 

When our time is passed
And we've said our last
Will it be enough
For you

Have we been enough to make a change
When it's all been over forever
Has all we've tried been enough
When it's all been over forever

Well we still aren't finished
We're still alive and kicking
I feel numerous tries left inside
Ones that all sanity has denied

How will we make a change
When it's all been over forever
We'll never stop trying
Even when it's all been over forever 

We will make a change
Even when it's been done forever
We will never give up
Even when it's been done forever

It's not over, not till we die
We're still here, hear our cry
On the inside, we'll still try
It's over? You we'll defy
The lies, them we'll deny
After this, we'll all fly

It's been over forever
It's been over forever

How will we make a change
When it's all been over forever
We'll never stop our trying
Even when it's all been over forever 

We will make a change
Even when it's been done forever
We will never give up
Even when it's been done forever

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Behind Non-Enemy Lines

Behind Non-Enemy Lines

Weird feelings inside
Smiles turned aside
I feel a great divide
Something inside has died

This feeling of lost
Pays a big cost
I don't know what I feel
I need something to heal

The feelings all around
Making a loud sound
Driving me crazy
What is it I can't see

Reveal and leave
You can't have me
I'll take you down darkess
Look at me, can't you see

I'm will never back down
Give up and frown
I'll smash you down
Make you hide underground

Come try me
You'll see
I'm not easy
You won't break me

Just go away
You've lost your play
Failed this day
I'm the one who'll stay
 

Friday, 4 November 2011

Regret and Forgiveness

Regret and Forgiveness

No more, leave me be
I don't need this
Why can't you see
I will never flee

Inside, eating away
Leave me alone
Making my mind flay
Come again another day

You leave! I'm not going
You just want to hurt me
Can't you see I'm not sinking
You're the thing that needs to go

Get out of me, leave me be
Look what you do to me
You're done, have fun
Burning up in the sun

You can't have me
What can't you see
I belong to someone else
So take all your hells

So try me, I'll show you
That I will stand true
Forever against the darkness
With the help of His Holyness

God our Father who made us
Shows me how it's not a fuss
It's ok he loves us anyway
He always has and will everyday

He's with me now in the fight
Removing all of the great fright
The fight late in the night
The one based on my sight

He's always here
Do not fear
For me and you
I wouldn't lie, it's true

You are loved and cared for
From every distant shore
From the outside to the core
To where darkness implore

Forgiveness will be given
Even after all the sinnin
It's ok, it's why he sent his son
His only one

Your ransom has been paid
With the eternal aid
Of the one who hung by nails and limb
For all of our sin 

Final Promise

Final Promise

I need it gone
Been here too long
I need you
To help me through

You do a part and I'll do mine
Give me this last chance to shine
Everything will be thrown into a furnace
For You I make my final promise

It's done I'm not going there
Just show me you really care
I'll let it go, I'll leave it be
In the past, where I can't see

No more, it wears me down
Makes me sad and makes me frown
Get it out of my system
I don't like this ungodly sin

You do a part and I'll do mine
Give me this last chance to shine
Everything will be thrown into a furnace
For You I make my final promise

Forgive me and make me clean
I'll repent and show what I mean
I've screwed up and it needs to go
For in my quest it makes me slow
My praise to You I'll show
And for you I'll always grow

You do a part and I'll do mine
Give me this last chance to shine
Everything will be thrown into a furnace
For You I make my final promise

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

Rain of Dark

Rain of Darkness

Sadness comes in clouds like rain
Every once in a while we feel the pain
Wish it would just go away
Instead it stays and tries to make my faith delay

I fight through, never going down
Sadness seads being sown
Fertilized by sin like rain
No good to gain, darkness will reign

Next the clouds will part
The reign of light will start
And soon after the darkness will flee
And all the people will truly see

You always loved them and still do
For all their faults and mistakes
They're in the last to you
Doesn't matter if they lived as fakes

You make yourself known only so much
That little you're not seen makes them lose their clutch
Sometimes it's hard to see through the darkness
What you try to see turns into a mess

Where's the light, it's not there
I'll show you, I still care
It's always around
Not hiding underground